Original post: November 29, 2005
Three days ago, myself, Ralph, his girlfriend Anna, Ryan, and Ryan's family all drove over an hour to eat at a buffet in East Earl, PA called Shady Maple Smorgasboard. We were actually in the building for less time than it took us to get there, but that's not the point of the story. This was my first time meeting Anna, and I was happy to see that Ralph had landed himself a nice, attractive, Christian girl. I'm going to admit here that I was jealous. Not jealous of Ralph because he's with her and I want to be with her, (not the case. she's far too Christian for my tastes). I was jealous of the two of them together, because they were so cute, being all lovey-dovey and whatnot. I miss that. It's been forever since I've been close to anyone.
It got me thinking. There is someone that I've been liking for a little while now, but I can't seem to get myself into talking to her. She works at the deli down the street from my bank. (no, it's probably not the one you're thinking of....) It's one of those situations where I want to get to know her better, and asking her out is a great way to do that, but I don't want to ask her out until I get to know her better, and by that time, she will be more a friend than a girlfriend, and she wouldn't want to date me for fear of ruining the friendship.
Circular reasoning is fantastic.
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